Purple Screaming Monkey

Music: None, but there's an annoying voice in my head that won't shut up
Mood: That feeling where you want to hide and never come out again

I hate speeches. Mention the word "prepare a speech" and I freeze.
So I went ot the forum and spoke.
I think I just killed my campaign.
The person who is tearing down my posters should be very very happy.
I'm comforting myself by saying that I don't screw up my class speaks. I'll just do some more. Maybe it'll save me.
I don't think so. Unless students really want quality study space and not quantity.
Okay, back to more pysh lectures, preparing myself for the interview and studying.
And God, please, please let me not screw up the interview. I'll be happy to lose as long as I don't get to hear the words "I'm sorry, but..." about the results of the interview.
Sigh. Maybe I'll just crawl into a hole.