Purple Screaming Monkey

Music: Cause=Time by Broken Social Scene. It seems that everytime I write up my blog, something by Broken Social Scene will be playing at the beginning or the end
Feeling: Eh

Well, I got another interview with Vector Canada... who just told me today. Send me good vibes today at 5:00 pm everyone. I don't even remember applying there... and I was assured that it wasn't a telemarketing thing. And they're offering a huge bursary for school. How can I say no to the interview?

Yesterday was the last day of Soc lecture... it was the last time when Myrui, Serita and I will make fun of the people in front of us, who have very complicated stories from making stuff up since September. It was slightly sad... sniff. At least no more bad jokes from McKinnon and no more "Heh, heh." Oh well, there's always Lit with Suzie as we go on with our personal soap opera show.

It's the last week of school!!!

Ending Song: Buggin' Out by Tribe Called Quest. I love Tribe.

Music in Background: I Miss You by Blink 182... but James' conversation as he tries to attract a girl as he is on the phone is more interesting... wait, he's making a face as he reads this and now has gone to another room.
Feeling: Meh

I have nothing to say, since I need to go to sleep, but I will leav you some lyrics that has been stuck in my head for a few days... Anthems For A 17 Year Old Girl by Broken Social Scene. A strange song, but it grows on you...

Used to be one of
The rotten ones
And I liked you for that
Now you're all gone
Got your makeup on
And you aint coming back

Bleeching your teeth
Smile like a flash
Talking trash under your breath
(or under my window)

Park that car
Drop that phone
Sleep on the floor
Dream about me

Ending Song: The Way by Fastball... the memories... "Anyone could see the road they walk on is made out of gold..."

Music: Something slow... it's Cold Play. Ugh. (Ugh is a funny word.) Okay, I'm switching it to Friend is a Four Letter Word by Cake
Feeling: Hungrey

Someone took my newspaper today. My brand new, not read yet newspaper in Pysh class. I placed it on the seat next to me, grabbed my lecture slides, turned to grab the newspaper... and it was gone. It wasn't under any of the seats and all my other friends grabbed newspapers for themselves and were busily engaged in the crossword puzzle of the day.
The important thing to note was that a girl behind me who didn't have a newspaper suddeny had one.
Do you have any idea how annoying that is?!
Almost as equally annoying as having to hang with Omer all day who can waste my day. I never want to see you again Omer. LOL. You know I'm kidding... sucker.

Quote of the Day: "Ugh"

Ending Song: Moulin Rouge soundtrack! Love that soundtrack. "A kiss on the hand may be grand, but it won't pay the rental on your humble flat... Diamonds are a girl's best friend"

Music: No Ecstacy
Feeling: Meh

Damn you blogger.com! You didn't post my other blog! WTF.
So for today, since I'm kinda crunched for time since it's almost midnight and I still haven't started my English journals I'm going to post some random thoughts. I can see my mark going down, down, dowwwwn since I'm watching vids and flash on albinoblacksheep.com. I love it.

Random Thoughts, AKA How It Feels To Be In My Mind

- Omigod, that girl is talking to me again... and about sleepovers. FU and those damn sleepovers, I don't want to see you. Okay, think of something nice to say, but implies you don't want to..

- WTF

- Bloody hell

- Damn, why is she still talking to me?

- HF. Cecila is dead.

I just found that out. I think it's going to be it today

Music: Beautiful Day by U2
Feeling: Better

Okay, I got the password and ID for philosophy, so it's ALL good. But this semester still sucks... like pizza dipping sauce. Muhahaha.
Sorry, excuse me, no one likes inside jokes on the net.
I feel oddly relaxed today, but I think it's because I haven't started to think about my 1000 word journal for Literature and the fact that I'm in my fav pair of trackpants today that only cost me $20.00, unlike someone else's $90.00 ones. The $70.00 difference us probably in the fact that I grabbed them from the guy's rack at Old Navy. Sure, they have a saggy butt, the knees are shiny, and the ends of the pants are downtrodden and even more shiner then the knees thanks to the constant dragging them across the floor because my puny 5'3 frame, but it's like going around naked. You can't beat that. I don't want to throw them in laundry since I won't get them back for awhile since my mom refuses to use the dryer for them for some reason.
I think the tea I drank today had something in it.
How's that for a random comment Suz??? Huh, huh? I bet I can beat that Darren dude with complete and utter randomness.

Okay, but I have a story for today's blog, besides the "Noooo! Where is that damn password?!" and rambling on about trackpants.
Anyways, yesterday I was at school late studying and I fell asleep over my very interesting notes, only to be awaken by this guy that sits in the same place every bloody night in the ARC and who stares at me as I walk by and any other person, who insists on waving to us at 2:00 am. He was asking for white out. He also freaks me and my other friends.
He kept on asking for the damn thing so often that I wanted to tell him to keep it. The only solution was to leave, so off I went to Heather's for pizza with my younger bro James.
That was a smart idea because while we were dropping off people at their homes and heading off to another place for a movie we were all amused by the technological thingys that the van had. It had doors that would open automatically, the trunk would open automatically (That amused someone that was watching while at Benny's apartment) and had wireless headphones for the DVD player. And the radio would play without the keys! And the little display for the radio not only showed the time, but actually spelled out the radio station's name!
Wow.
But this is coming from a girl that is amused by the lights in the Rink.
And the movie was really cheesy.

That is all today. Oh, and I hope that the weather clears up for the people going to the formal today.

Quote of the Day: "Judy Ann!" (Or Judy Rose. But it was funny if you watched Night of the Dead after midnight.)

Ending Song: Cause=Time by Broken Social Scene, but right now I'm trying to look for Staircase to Heaven... nope. Okay, switched to Froshmen by Verve Pipe.

Why?!!!!
I hate this semester

Music in Background: None, just some light typing sounds from me and someone else that looks stressed out over a project
Feeling: Bored...

Annoncement: the Down Low will not be happening for various reasons. Well, mostly just one.
No movie tonight, they cancelled it. Grr... and I don't want to go back home since it's raining and I'm hoping when Heather or Rob phones me for dinner, I can convince them to eat at Regino's so I can get a ride.
But the main reason is so that I don't want to go home, nor do I want to stare at my English notes, Pysh textbook or any textbook for that matter and I feel to lazy to start my English journal...
Anyway, yesterday was a bit exciting since we thought that the school was burning down since the fire alarm went off and we were forced outside, where we saw four fire trucks. We were dreaming that if the ARC, gym or the Tent was burning down, then we couldn't do our exams since they're the major exam rooms that the school can't function without with, unless they hired about 500 more TAs. Unless we were forced to write the exams in the Valley or in the parking lot. We could see in our mind.
"Sir.. I need another exam, mine flew away"
"I wonder if I do relly badly in this exam, can I sue the school?"

Music: Bombs Over Bagdad by Outkast.
Feeling: Full from 2 dinners

Jamie and I had this brillant idea today with what to do with the back of the ARC, commonly known as the Rink. Not only is it green, the only colour you see at school since everything is painted white, but it's a perfect bar. It has the stainless sinks, the stainless counter, cabinets and outlets everywhere complete with these lights that I am very amused by.
We thought of turning it into a bar during the summer nights and we're calling it the Down Low. Okay, so maybe we' don't a L.L.C.B.O. liscense, but we're allowed to bring alcolol onto campus. And after all, it was just an idea to move the rez party into the Rink officer. And all this money is not because of shots (Which will be priced at $3.25 in case anyone is wondering.) but from a drinking game. Also, there's a poker game going. And we're the only ones sober enough to take care of the money.
This is going to be fun once we have enough capital going. I'm pretty sure the only trouble is operating without a L.L.C.B.O.
Okay, so maybe the Down Low might be happening once, but as long as it happens once.

Question of the Day
Broken Social Scene or Fembots?

Ending Music: Careless Whispers by Wham!

Music in Background: Bent by Matchbox 20
Feeling: Slightly apprehensive

I'm starting to get freaked out because of this girl called Irma that I met when I volunteered at the Open House that UTSC held. She just kind of came up to me and started talking to me and she knew my name. Now it was during the elections so I couldn't exactly be rude to her, but how the hell did she know my name? I didn't put up any pics of me with my poster. Well I laughed it off and told her I felt bad because I didn't know who she was, never mind the fact that I never saw her in my entire life. The she started to go on and on about some story about how we met, but when I think about it, it had no substance what so ever. I don't ever remember meeting this girl.
Then Micha told me I had to usher somewhere off, and I ran off to saftey.
But bugger it all, I ran into her again and she seemed normal and nice. So we switched e-mails. And damn it to hell, she added me to her msn. Then she went on about sleepovers (In your dreams, and maybe not even there.) and how I could go over onto rez and blah, blah.
She's either really, really desparate for friends or absolutly nutty.
And now this girl is trying to set me up, one of her other friends named Ryan is talking to me, but it seems everytime I talk to him he has a completly different name, but I'm not sure about the e-mail and somehow I got dragged into going to not only Release (Which is a comedy show and I was planning to go to it anyway.), but the Mega Pub after it. And I don't drink, and I can't even with fake ID since someone I know is running it and he knows for sure that I'm not 19.
The funniest thng about this is that I'm not exactly sure what her name is.
Damn it all to hell.
So, anyone interested in coming to Release and the pub after? You can pretend that you're my date. Even if you're a girl. We can pretend to be lesbains. Just please, please protect me. I can't think of any way of getting out of this unless I lie, but the problem with that something happens and the other person finds out. (Not due to me. I'm usually a good liar. Come on, I'm a girl and an Asain in the bargain.)
Please? Or phone me right after the Release show and say that something really big happened. Like you got into an accident and I have to get to you... yeah, I'm your emergency contact.
I wonder how I get into these situations.

Ending Song: Bigger, Stronger, Faster by Coldplay. The sexual implications in the title...

Music in background: Complete silence since I'm at my uncle's place doing my work because there isn't enough computers at my house. It's annoying.
Feeling: Hmmm. I don't know... this week is packed, except for my Saturday night.. isn't that strange.

The silence at my uncle's is freaky. I'm not used to it. There's always noise at my place. Next time I got to bring a cd.
Anyways... I'm getting more free stuff! (I'm Asian, moreover, Korean, we like the word free a lot.) It's very exciting. Something about a Timmie Ho's certificate and tickets to something called Release. I have no idea what it is, but I have seen posters for it around school. The poster just shows a picture of some cheerleaders in front of UTSC jumping with pom poms. (Sanjay, aka Gandhi isn't in it.) I would just be happy with the Timmie certficate. It means that I don't have to buy coffee for awhile. I like being a volunteer.
Today was very unfruitful in terms of school work. I did in the end do some of my philosophy essay which may or may not be coherent. The problem is that I don't have any ideas for it, unlike my English essay which was not very clear, but had some "excellent" ideas and I ended up getting a good mark. The funny thing was that I just repeated what the prof said. So yeah, philosophy is going to be my lowest mark. Unless in the essay what Mike wants is something that repeats the textbook... I can't wait to see my mid term for the subject with a mutiple choice that was harder then the pysh and bio exam combined.
I hate this essay already. Maybe I should go to the Writing Centre with it... if I ever finsih it on time.

Quote: "Joanne will have a sword and beat you with it with her Kendo moves and I'll have a blunt sword, which will hurt more because I have to whack you over the head harder. And for good measure, I think you should fail the final for Pysh. After all it's not my fault when everyone else kills it and you don't."

Music: Elephant Love Song from the Moulin Rouge soundtrack. A soundtrack that can drive people crazy, yet they will sing along.
Feeling: Still have a migraine

I heard some things so funny that I have to write about it right now. This was during the counting of the votes where we were discussing UTSC stories and I just remembered them.

In no order at all...

- At the MESA banquet, Rick Powers a professor, who is on the Greatest Minds poster for U of T got smashed and while a student was making a speech, came up behind her and grabbed her boob.

- Someone on rez lasy year got charged with having sex with an animal. What kind? I don't know, but I bet the campus police had a good laugh.

- A guy was dared to jump off the 3rd floor of the S-wing into the Meeting Place for $100. He did and broke both his ankles. He got his $100.

- A 2nd year life sci student is a stripper to make ends meet for school. Last year some students dropped by her place of work, recognized her and caught her show. There's another version where a prof dropped by and got a lapdance, but take your pick. Needless to say, she looks like a Barbie doll with to much make up.

And that doesn't count the stories where students got a little to close with some professors and TAs.

I love this school.

Music: Innocence by some people whose names I can't pronounce. It's a spin off of Geogrian (Sp?) Monk Chants
Feeling: Like there's a little elf in my head that has a hammer and he's pounding it against the left side of my head, but he switches from side to side from time to time. And it's a migrane Jamie, not because of I was drinking. Really.

I think that I should start on my philosophy essay soon. I hate philosophy. To much writing. I hope never to take another one again. Well, maybe metaphysics or the Art of Thinking since I need it for school, but besides that, NEVER AGAIN.
So instead of working away at my essay, I'm dreaming of the summer. You know what I'm really looking forward to this summer? Not only do I don't have to be school at 9:00 in the morning everyday, but the fact that I can fall asleep in the grass (And possibly find out that my friends has drawn over all over my face.), sunshine and warmth. And no more shoes, just sandals. And in some places, barefoot.
Also, no more philosophy essays. I think I'll rather write about poetry.

Ending Song: Brown Eyed Girl. That's a summer song. Reminds me of the ocean beaches and Keji. Good old Keji. I miss that place.

Quote of the Day: "And I realized that I have no life beyound school because I realized that once school ends, I have nothing else to write about in my blog. I keep on ranting about school."
Don't worry, same here.

Music in Background: Cello Suite Number 6 by Bach
Feeling: Well rested

I lost the elections, but it was fun. Really. How the hell would I met Brado and Cindy, who I see everyday, about 3 times a day? And the all nighter that some of us pulled was interesting. It was like a reality show. Put some of the candiates and the people counting votes into a small tiny room without any windows and they're not allowed to go outside. The one that lasts wins. We were in that room for more then 10 hours, from 7:00 pm to 6:00 am. We got food and none of us slept the entire night. That made us sing to Saraaz's Kazaa playlist on his laptop, mostly 80's songs to keep Jeff happy about his young adult years. That was good since it stopped the jokes about how young I was switched to how old Jeff was. ("The women that I hit on are potenially younger then my car. That's scary.")
The next day I found out how it felt to be drunk. We stumbled out of the room, someone hit their head against the wall by walking into it. (Seriosuly.) and we were laughing for a long time at really stupid jokes. ("Hey, shampoo. Hahahaha.")
I was so out of it that I went home in -10 degree weather without a jacket and I was hugging a kettle to my chest without realizing it until I was halfway home when I noticed that people were staring at me.

Ending song: Echo Beach by Martha and the Muffins

Quote: "That red pizza dipping sauce tastes like ass."
Silence
"How the hell do you know what ass tastes like?"
"Umm, I don't know, but I'm guessing that it wouldn't taste good and like that pizza dipping sauce."

Music: Loser by Beck
Feeling: Crappy and argh!, but using the concepts from pysh, I'm pushing it back in my mind so I don't have to think about it.

U of T rejected my petition to get back into Bio.
I better win this election, and no one better not appeal the votes. And not get any strikes.

Ending Music: Loser by Beck

Muisc: Mama From Chicago soundtrack
Feeling: Worried

I have come home to realize that I may have to hand in recepits for elections.
Argh.
And I threw out my back yesterday so I can't use my back muscles without feeling intense pain. It sucks.
And for those in soc, we're going to try out the primitive scream thrapy at my place during reading week. It's going to be interesting

Ending Song: Funny Honey from same soundtrack

Sounds in Background: Printer printing my lecture notes and I'm waitiing for the kettle to boil
Feeling: Like a lazy bum

There is no food in the house except some staples, bagels and milk. (If there's no bagels and milk in the house, my family would go crazy) I think we got some leftover rice from last night's Korean bbq (Yum... I love portable grills), but nah. We don't even have kimchee. Well we do, but it's the kind that has kimchee grime around the rim of the huge kimchee pots that my mom got in New York.
I feel like a lazy bum. I think my mind is still mentally on the high school schedule. It's March Break and I slept in this morning, I decided to catch up on Pysh online. Then during Reading Week I actually kind of studied. On a Wednesday.
The only good thing about it is that James is away starting tomorrow for a retreat for church.
Okay, now must work on my bio lab and applications.
Cheers!

Ending Music: My Favorite Chords by Weakerthens

Quote: I'm a string of blue Christmas lights

Background Music: Broken Hearts and Concrete Floors
Feeling: Blah. No sunshine.

Random Thoughts that go Through My head On a Sunday
- Hey, Dashboard's lyrics are really scary... he sounds like a ex-bf from hell
- Monkey Sex!
- Grrr... silly Ali
- James and I have a secret handshake
- Sunshine... grumble. Where's the bloody spring?
- I smell like Timmie's
- My cousin was in Canada for over a year and never went to Timmie's
- Kyu's sermon voice sounds different from his regular voice... hahahahaha
- I'm...going...to...fall...asleep...must not...fall...asleep...

Quote: "you've been screwing the milkman!"

Ending Song: Buggin' Out

Music: Cell Block Tango from the Chicago Soundtrack
Feeling: Happy, but the fact that I have a lot of work to do is starting to surface

Today was an open house at UTSC where I met the guy who designed the ARC. He asked me how I liked the ARC. It was hard not to tell him that it sucked ass. Library where you could heard EVERYTHING that was being said downstairs and upstairs, plain building. But I said that it was a bit loud in the library and that the walls needed a bit of colour.
I was proud of myself.
And Micha switched me from tour guide to ushering later on. Grr. I shake my fist at you, but I'll be happy if you hire me as Student Ambassor.
Anyways, it was a fun day, and how can I say no to a free t-shirt?! I'm starting to aquire a lot of things that say U of T or UTSC. (The shirt has the UTSC logo) And Ted's later on! Woo hoo! And I learned that the Fossil doesn't card people before 9:00 pm...

Cheers!

Ending music: Capture the Flag by Broken Social Scene. Great band

Music: Nothing, but Home Aone 3 is playing on t.v. and my mom is watching it. She's not happy with the kid that replaced the orignal Kevin
Feeling: refreshed

I took a nap. I was up until 3:30ish am last night (again) I was pretty hyper until the interview, Then I felt like kicking myself in the ass. (I'm getting pretty good at that lately) Then I crashed in the car going back home. It was so comfty and warm...
And then took a nice long nap.

Music: None, but there's an annoying voice in my head that won't shut up
Mood: That feeling where you want to hide and never come out again

I hate speeches. Mention the word "prepare a speech" and I freeze.
So I went ot the forum and spoke.
I think I just killed my campaign.
The person who is tearing down my posters should be very very happy.
I'm comforting myself by saying that I don't screw up my class speaks. I'll just do some more. Maybe it'll save me.
I don't think so. Unless students really want quality study space and not quantity.
Okay, back to more pysh lectures, preparing myself for the interview and studying.
And God, please, please let me not screw up the interview. I'll be happy to lose as long as I don't get to hear the words "I'm sorry, but..." about the results of the interview.
Sigh. Maybe I'll just crawl into a hole.

Music: Comfortably Numb by Pink Floyd
Feelling: Argh

Argh is funny word when you spell it. And I'm saying it a lot these days. Everytime I see one of my posters missing, I say "Argh!". Today's count of missing posters are 5. All replaced by my new facts. Did you know that face mites have no anus and die because they can't take a shit? A more scienific term would be of nitrogen poisoning, but that's what actually happens. Anyway, those are up now.
I also go "Argh!" when irealize that I have about 2 hours lec to ctach up on before they go away this week and I have nothing prepared for the forum.
But I smile when a random person talks to me about my posters and how they like my platform and they're for sure voting for me.
I wish people would do that more often.
Okay, watch lecures. DO NOT PUT THEM OFF. Even when nick says that he's burning every one of them.
Cheers!
Eunice

Ending music: None, it's a long song. I'm at the guitar part near the end.

Music: None, because it's useless since my parents have friends over and they are carrying on the proud Korean tradition of talking very loudly, the t.v. is on and other such. I wonder if it's ever quiet at my place
Feeling: Slightly mad

Yeesh, more of my posters are missing. People, stop tearing them down. It was kind of funny before since you considered me competition, but now it's not. Two more posters in less then 24 hours is ANNOYING. If you have any problems with the content, just e-mail me. I keep an eye on my posters and your attemps to stop me from campaigning won't work.
Okay, for those who don't know, I'm running for a director position on the SCSU and someone that's nominated in the Life Sci program isn't being very nice with their campaigning since it turns out that a lot of life sci posters suddeny go "missing". It just happens mine are missing every bloody day. It's annoying to keep on checking them very few hours.
Anyway, I also feel like crap since I kind of worked hard on Bio (Okay, I crammed in 2 days) to get a hefty 56% so far in Bio and that's with the lab mark included. I'm not used to working hard and barely passing.
Cheers
Eunicce

Quote of the Day: "And I'll go 'Hey! You're not her! STOP.'"

Music: None, waiting for Miss You by Blink 182 to finish loading since the song has been stuck in my head all day. "I miss you, yooou..."
Feeling: I should really do some work... nah, after the Simpsons...

Well, elections is starting to become very tough. Someone out there is considering me competition (Which makes me smile.) since my posters are starting to go missing/moved to illigal spots or look like someone is trying to tear them down. I can't wait until this entire thing is over, win or no winning for me. Especailly the forum. That's starting to freak me out a little. This is starting to be more stressful then the exams.
Ok, now I really got to do some reading.
Cheers!
Eunice

Ending music: I Miss You by Blink 182! I finally got the right version!

Muisc: Velet Waters by Stereolab.
Feeling: like a lazy unproductive bum. Maybe it's because of the music

Am watching Heather's last hockey game, which is very exiciting since it's my very first ice hockey game where I may actually stay until the end.
Hm, I think that's enough for today, I think I'm going to take a nap and maybe eat some curry rice. Curry rice... yummy... and watch my pysh lectures at the same time.
Cheers!
P.S: phone is screwed right now, phone cell if you want to reach me

Ending Music: We Both Reached For the Gun from the Chiago soundtrack

Background Music: Four Seasons - Spring by Vivaldi
It's great. Micheal has good taste. Maybe I will check out the Greenroom after all...
Feeling: Need to study and need sleep.

I'm having trouble sleeping these days and I don't know why. I'm becoming an insommaic. This is so bad. I keep on waking up every two hours and then I can't sleep for about another two hours. I can't nap. I just sit on my ass in my "office" space where I run for Life Sci Director and talk to random people. They're advising me warm milk. Maybe I'll try it. Or even better, how about reading? I'm sure that my textbooks will be very sleep inducing. Argh.
At least my campaigning is off to a good start. People are laughing at my random facts. They like my ideas. (Especailly the guy who carries a full sized lamp around school so he has light to read by. Nice guy.) It's just that people have no idea how to pronounce my name. And thanks to my posters, Lulu found me! I haven't seen Lulu for so long! We had a great time talking while she was "studying" for Calc. Turns out that she comes over all the time since St. George is so far.
Hmm, I should read my textbooks.
Cheers!

Random Quote: "No way! She got even more bitchier?!"
Ending Music: Still Four Seasons - Spring by Vivaldi. It's 12 minutes long.